-Reading feminists non-fiction books

-Craving iced vanilla lattes

-A little anger here and there….

-Job hunting!!! (@@!!**!)

-Lots of rice and eggs for lunch, dinner and friggin breakfast.

-Feeling rather small and insignifant.

-AKA all in all, I have been PMSing for the past two weeks, a bad emotional and beat-yourself-up PMS that feeds off all my smallest insecurities and allows me to crumble apart little by little…. *whew* BUT I am finally seeing the light haha and I am calmer and simply ready to pull myself back together. Yay.

Now, taking a step back, I do see that I am actually in a totally great place in my life. I have an apartment, a job (that may actually not be so seasonal haha yayy *crosses fingures*) and I am done with my high school education…

WHY oh WHY do I feel like I am still not achieving enough and not doing enough and still a bit of a failiure? Rawrs.